Sunday, June 5, 2011

Finally blogging again...

its been too long and so much has happened...this is just for you ru...and im gonna try to be better since i know your gonna be checking up on me...ha ha...feel like i've been so busy lately and i just feel so tired but so many good things have happened...still missing my tommy like crazy but thats life and im learning that its going fast...i dont count the time but trying to work on my and how i can best improve before he comes home, staying super busy. life is good...last wednesday got to watch my little baby sister caitie graduation...felt so good to be there since i wasnt able to be there for bryces due to my mission. brought back so many memories of my days at chaffey and my own graduation..makes me feel so old...ha ha...was also so proud of baby sister court who got to be in ivy chain. they let the jr girls who got the top grades in the school hold this ivy on the field during the graduation...it was a nice night after we just had the family over to eat...i was so spoiled...tommys family wanted me to go with them to az to see the first born grandbaby (tommy's older brother edward and wife renelle just had baby kyleigh 3 weeks ago 2day...shes so beautiful and it makes me so excited to have my own baby one day. I wanted to be at cait's graduation but i always wanted to go with them. they spoiled me, came to caitie's graduation then we headed to arizona. had a really good time with the family over there and loved seeing the baby. went swimming, shopping, zhalia's birthday party, church, good food, watching movies together, and my favorite part was the family meeting. could feel the spirit so strong...great to be together. i only have one more week of work and im actually a little sad for the summer to come. i love my kids and i love what i do. i feel so blessed....friday was lisa's b-day (second mom) we took her out to dinner and then went to the temple. felt so good to be in the house of the lord. felt so peaceful and it was much needed in my life. i have felt so weak lately like i need to be better. I have had a quote in my head for the last few weeks by president Uchtdorf..."Remember the heavens will not be filled with those who never made mistakes but with those who recognized that they were off course and who corrected their ways to get back in the light of gospel truths." ...love this quote and it has helped me realize that really its up to us to get back on track when we feel off. This was a great sunday for me...felt the spirit so strong and had the chance to bear my testimony in church...was reminded of my mission, its amazing that it still brings me to tears and i miss it so much...im just so grateful i had the chance to serve cause its helped me in so many ways i know it...it has prepared me for my future. was able to go to ruby's baby blessing today. was so nice to be with fia and ruby again. it felt like old times in high school. miss them both...i feel behind...the only one not married and no kids...in due time..ha ha...it was nice to catch up though and baby is beautiful....glad u could be there...well thats my week...gotta go get some stuff done...i'm truly so blessed and life is great...=)

1 comment:

♥rubyrose said...

awwwww sis...love it=] like they say, "gotta get thru the rainy days to see the rainbow" and your rainbow WILL come...in 6 months;) til then these trials will only make you stronger if and only if you let it. be strong. be smart. plan hard pray harder. i love you sis! and know im always here. again, thanks so much for coming sunday! felt just like our high skoo days and i miss it!=] Love you so much!!